Good days

These last several days have been brighter, even though the skies have been darker. I know the weather will warm up, but I guess it's not always certain when I'll warm up on the inside. Being cooped up inside has been challenging. What do we do? We finally got out the warm weather things and now we can't enjoy them.
I don't sleep well at night, nothing looks good to eat (to me), so I'm more tired from not enough calories on top of being prego. So frustrating. I think I might have an aversion to dairy as well. Still trying to figure that one out.
I got an early birthday present from my parents, THANK YOU!!! It was a total body pillow that I've had my eye on for some time now. I actually don't hurt anymore when I lay down! SO amazing!
This last Tuesday was a blast, I got to visit with my sister Kris for a little bit and then I got to visit with my friend Amber and her new baby for a little while. After that I was able to visit with my other friend Brooke for a few minutes and about a half hour after I got home, another friend stopped by to visit with me as well!
It was a very busy and blessed day for me. Tonight I was able to see more friends that I haven't seen in a very long time, and it was so much fun. I love being around my friends!! And I miss them too.
I had the opportunity to go to my favorite restaurant tonight too, and I passed that up just to see my friends. Good for me! But sad that I didn't get to visit with another friend or eat food that doesn't make me feel yuck.
Let's see... I'm 17 weeks and 1 day along and I'm still experiencing morning sickness. Will it end? I need to eat more but I don't know what to eat or I'm too picky and don't want to eat what's available to me.
Ugh.
Am I only complaining here? No... I'm grateful for what I have, and what I will have. It's just so.... I just feel so... alone sometimes. I forget about the other moms that have had a more difficult time with being pregnant than me. Shame on me. I want to connect with you, moms who aren't doing well either. We need to support each other! I want to support you and encourage you!
I have 2 weeks left before I find out if we're having a girl or boy. Well... 1 week and 6 days. We find out April 28th. Did I mention that already? Oh well. I'm just on a rant now.
Thank you for reading this. I think that I'm going to bring back the option to comment on my posts and I'd really appreciate it if you'd share your thoughts! Or if you have any questions, let me know those... I don't think of everything to write or share... ;)
Thanks again.